2.A D-day for me....

A D-day for me

Butterflies started to fly in my stomach right from 23rd morning. I had an instinct that she will call me. At morning around 10 am, i went to my childhood friend hari's home. I know that her parents are working and it was a study holiday period for us, so she may call me after 10:00am.

At around 10:30 am, Phone started to ring, i became more nervous. I asked my friend hari to attend the phone. It was poornima. She called him to enquire about my whereabouts. Hari handed over the phone to me. I was puzzled why she called me.
When i said Hello, She started to scream at me.

Poornima: Why did you call her? what you told her?
Me: Why? What happened?
Poornima: She called me just now and asked whether i gave you her number to you. did you call her actually??
Me: Hmmm.. what you told?
Poornima: I told i did not give it, but i think she didn't believe that. She may call you at any time be ready.
Me: Ok ... I will. I didn't talk with her. My cousin only did that, but we didn't tell anything wrong.
Poornima: OK i don't know. she will call you at any time.

Meanwhile my Cell phone started to ring, so i handed over poornima's call to hari and went to attend my call. I know it was SHE, who was calling me.

With lot of tensions and feelings, I attended her call. Although her voice was so sexy, her first statement bombarded my thoughts and feelings.


SHE: What do you think of me?
Me: why? what happened?
SHE: Your cousin called me yesterday. You don't know?
Me: Hmm... I know.
SHE: What you both are thinking of me? Who told i am looking at you!!!!(She was quiet but i felt it was harsh)

I didn't know what to tell. I just wanted to end the conversation as early as possible. I never thought of this type of reply from her.

Me: SORRY!!!!!!. This will not happen again. Don't worry, hereafter i will not disturb you. BYE!

I cut the call with a painful heart. I just wanted to move away from that place. Hari asked me to be there for sometime. He asked me what happened but i was not interested to disclose anything, But from my face He understood everything. He tried to console me. Poornima again called me and advised to forget this incident and move on in life.

" My D-day ended with a Day of DISAPPOINTMENT"

I was totally out. I have decided not to go back to her and not to talk about her with anyone. Since we are from same church, we had enough occasions to see each other, but i did not want that to happen at any point in my life. Guilty feelings surrounded me. I even thought that infatuation ruined my dignity before her. None of my friends had ever thought that i will go behind a girl. I replied to them that her eyes did that trick, it conquered me.

After this incident, i wanted to become normal and finally in a week, I became normal. Thanks to the board exams. March month was filled with full of exam tensions. I almost forgot her but i made sure that i should not see her (eyes) again.

Yes i was successful till April 18, 2005...........................................

To be continued.......